Is It Even Describable?

I'm in a really really good mood! I don't know what it is. Maybe just because I'm actually working towards something. I'm actually earning money. I'm actually getting ready to start my life again. Yeah, so I have to move home. Whatever, it's not going to kill me. I can handle a little discomfort, right, Cam? It may just be because I found my old hoodie from eighth grade! :-P HAHA! And now I'm chewing on the hoodie strings, just like I used to. What a bad habit! Or it may just be because of my wonderful girl, Alexis. But whatever it is, I'm in a surprisingly good mood. I say we should all keep in contact. It'd be insanely awesome if, twenty years from now, when we all have kids and a new life, we were still blogging and telling everyone from the old apartment how we're doing. It's amazing what technology can do. :-> Love you guys! I'm looking forward to seeing you guys again! :-P

Anyway, so I'm just kinda sitting here at training for my new job and I'm kinda bored. We're on break, and I have nothing to do for the next ten minutes, so I decided to blog! :-P But, I now have nothing to talk about! I love the leaves at this time of the year. They're so beautiful. It's funny, cause I absolutely hate cold weather, but I love looking at snow, and listening to christmas music, and sitting by the fire. If there was a way for it to snow only in December, I might just be okay with that. Hmm.. I think I'm going to pull out my Christmas music. I really want to listen to it now. :-P I know, I know. Halloween hasn't even passed yet, but you know, at least I'm not as bad as retail stores. They had christmas stuff at Wal-Mart in the back when I was working there. That was the end of September!!!! God that's too early!

I should post a picture.... Hmm....

What about this one?




I love her!!!!!!!

Maybe this one too! I made it on Paint!



I was bored....

Well, love you all!

Jorden

The Never Ending Game Of Life!

HMM.... WHERE TO START?!?!?!?!?!?

I'll go good news first!!!! I can't say life is too amazing right now, but I can say that it'll work out for the best.
First, the issue with Alexis' mom really didn't have much to do with me dating her daughter. I was just overstaying my visit. She would like to have her home to herself every once in a while and I completely understand. I was over there 12/7, no joke! I'd wake up, go over, come home, go to bed! :-P That's how much I love Alexis! Anyways, Alexis and I are doing just as grand as ever. I know I've said this about pretty much every girlfriend I've ever had.... I tend to exaggerate things.... but this time is different. I know, roll your eyes, you've heard it before. But really, this is different. This time I completely quit looking for a girlfriend, in fact, I didn't want one! I know! It's insane! Jorden didn't want a girlfriend?!?!?!?!?!? I just got sick of it. Ever since Julia, I have been looking for someone to marry. Every time I found someone, I would just dive in on the idea. And then scare them all away! I'm really good at that! Well I finally just gave up! Completely! Then Alexis just happened. It was really weird. As soon as I give up, she just walks right into my life. Apparently Alexis has a real temper. Well, her mom says that ever since I came around she's calmed down a ton! And then, on the other end, she's calmed my wild side down. No sex, no drugs, all because of her. And, to top it all off, we both have the SAME DREAM CAR!!! HAHA! The 1967 Shelby Cobra GT 500! MMMMM! Anyways, that's the good news.

The bad news. Well, I have to move home. For various reasons, but one the most of all. Deena. I love her to death, but she pulled an unexpected on me. She filed court papers for the money that Sam and I owe her. So, now, on top of wanting a car, paying rent, and expenses, I would now have to pay that. Well, it wasn't going to happen. I am now having to move downstairs to a little space, (that's right, a space, not a room) behind the couch in my family room so that I can pay everything off. It's absolutely ridiculous. I don't know how long I will last in my parent's basement, (what a damper on my ego... ugh!). Life is definitely an interesting place.

Well, thanx for reading!
Jay
P.S. I don't know if I will be able to post much more this week until I move home.

Adults and Children

I often wonder if there is a difference. Between Adults and Children, that is. I thought there was. There should be. But the more and more I look, the less and less I see a line between the two. Take my parents for example. So I moved out, I didn't go on a mission. That is my choice. When I moved into my latest apartment, my dad was flat out rude to my new roommates. He was angry and frustrated that I wasn't coming home, but that gave him no right to be so rude. Also, everytime I tell him that I may have a job, or this came up, this is awesome, my dad just shoots me down. It's like he doesn't want me to succeed. Or, no, let me take that back. He wants me to come home, and succeed the way he wants me to.

Another example. My girlfriend is fantastic. We complete each other so well. And her mom loved me! So much to the point of offering to help me find a job. I was and idiot and declined her offer, because I'm a little selfish. I wanted to do it on my own. That was an idiotic mistake, but I did. Now, she thinks I'm lazy and irresponsible and is trying to break us up. I don't understand it. Apparently Alexis had a very high temper. But I've never seen it. Her mom told me that I've calmed her down a ton. Now she's telling Alexis that I'm a Dead Beat!!! I texted her mom. This is exactly what it said:
Hi Kathleen, I just wanted to talk like adults.
That's exactly what I said, and she calls Alexis and says that she feels that I am harassing her. I hadn't even said anything before that, and had not even seen her for days. She is acting like a child.

I'm only 19, and I feel that I'm more mature than all these "adults" that surround me. I just can't believe it.