YYYYYYAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?!? I HAVE A CAR!!!! A FREAKING AWESOME ONE AT THAT!!!! It's an Isuzu Trooper. Similar to a Jeep Grand Cherokee, or a Chevrolet Blazer! IT'S HUGE!! I feel so powerful in that thing!!! And it's perfect for camping! :-P It has high and low four wheel drive and the tires are gigantic! Only problem with it, is the tires, the spark plugs and a rear light plate need to be replaced before it can pass emmisions... That is going to be insanely expensive, considering my tires are going to be at least $100 each... Oh well. That's what I get for a $1500 car. :-P I still love it though. And it's a good thing that it's a fixer upper. I've done spark plugs before, so I can do that myself. Oh! And the exhaust is very slightly leaking, so I just need to find the hole and JB weld it up!! :-P I love it so much though. It's so much fun to drive I feel like I can eat all the other cars alive! I love it so much! :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-)
I'll post a picture of it on here as soon as I can!!!!

GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?

So, I might be getting a car today!!! :-P I can't wait. I'm at work right now, but after work, I'm going over to a dealer and my dad is going to help me. He's going to pay the down payment and then I'll just pay him back once the car is payed off. It's pretty cool. This dealership does 90 days same as cash for their used cars, so you give them the down, and then the rest you just have to give them within 90 days. This way you don't have any car payments after that! :-> It'll be great!!!
So, for those of you who care, and those who don't, here's my plan for my future!

-Go to MATC for Auto Mechanics
-Finish school in about a year
-Pay off Deena within the next 6 months
-Once I finish school in about a year and a half, after Alexis is done with one year of college... we're off to Florida!!!! :-P Can't Wait!!!

:-P
Jorden

Life Sucks Sometimes.... GET OVER IT!!!!

You know, I've got plenty of reason to be angry. A whole lot. From a car crash, to my parents about to kick me out, I have a lot of reason to be angry. From debt to court. Blah Blah Blah! So many things have happened in the last couple weeks that I've finally said FUCK IT! I don't even care anymore. I've gotten to the point where if something bad happens, my attitude just says "Whatever." I feel like I've grown Immune to problems. Anything fired at me, I don't budge, cause I don't feel. But I do want to say one thing. Sam, if I were in Deena's position, (that is having two people owe her over 1000 dollars each) I'd do the same thing. I really don't blame her at all. I doubt you'll even read this because for some reason you've decided to never ever talk to me again. I've got more reason to hate you, Sam, and still, I text, I call you, but you never ever answer. "Whatever." I just don't care anymore.

I know this is not good. I know becoming immune can only lead to bad places, but i just don't care anymore. Not. One. Bit.

My dad found my hookah. Told me that that was the last straw. If he finds anything else, I'm out. I crashed his car coming down the canyon. Almost flipped over. I didn't flip out as much as I should have. Ask Rob.

I've lost all feelings.

And I don't care.

The only thing good, :-), is my Alexis. On the 23rd, it will be our 5 month mark. Can't wait for 6. :-> She's the only thing keeping me in Utah. Even then, if we're still together, she wants me to move to Florida with her in a year and a half. And that, I really can't wait for. Get out of Utah. Have a fresh start. Do everything that I meant to do. Get a real job. Be who I want to be, without being criticized and hurt for it. I'm sick of this place, and as soon as I pay deena off, I'm out of my parents house for good. I'll fuckin sleep on the streets if I have to. I'm Done.