Well, as most of you already know, I'm gonna be a daddy! I have quite the mixed feelings about the whole thing, as you can imagine... So many different things go through my mind. Like:
* If I had gone on a mission, where would I be?
* If I had gone to college, where would I be?
* If I had stopped being such a stupid horny bastard, where would I be?
I just never thought about the consequences of my actions until it was too late...
Don't get me wrong. I am very excited to be starting a family, but it is very overwhelming. I can't wait to see the life in my kids' eyes. Yes, that is both of them... Twins! God must be laughing at me now... Haha!
I am quite optimistic about the whole thing. To be completely honest with you, I'm just glad I'm still here, and I haven't run away from this. I feel like I am growing up really really fast. I'm gonna miss being young and only in love.... Now I'm young, in love, and a father... Wow!!!
Jobs have been a real problem for me. I had a job at Paradise Bakery, but I was only getting 15 hours a week or less so I needed something more. I found a call center job that was commission with a base pay at full time hours. I decided to take it and they ended up dropping the base pay and I wasn't making any money, so I had to quit. Now, I am unemployed, with babies on the way. You can only imagine the stress factor in this one...
Geez! Life just doesn't stop. Especially if you're stupid and push the fast-forward button.
Alexis is doing fine. She had to quit her job, but other than that, it's been a pretty normal pregnancy so far. We'll know the genders of them in November. Can't Wait!!! :-P Although, we do have names picked out. We thought that for one of the girls, we'd go for Amanda Capri Young. We haven't thought of any other girls' names... And for boys Brandon Michael Young, or Brandon and Michael Young! :-P Let me know what you think.
Otherwise, wish me luck on the job hunt!
