Updation!!!

So just to give you a little update on Rob and Amber, Amber's mom told the wrong person that Rob had a kid, and now he's going to jail for things that happened a long time ago. He leaves March 11, and he'll be there for 2-4 months. On top of that, they just got evicted and are packing as we speak... Seems like everyone's world is just falling apart lately. Ugh!!! Anyways, just thought I would let you know.

Guess What? Guess What? Guess What?

I GOT THE JOB!!!! I'm a sandwich maker at the Paradise Bakery & Cafe! :-P I start today at 2:45. We're doing orientation and then they'll schedule me for training! It's gonna be great! I can't wait! So, yesterday, I was looking over some old blogs, and I realized how good of friends you guys have been to me! :-P
Nessa! I was reading some of your comments and I saw that we used to say we were non-biologicals! Remember that?
Alyse, you are amazing. You were there for me in times when I needed someone.
Cam, you have made such an impact on my life. You wouldn't believe it.
Deena, even though you don't really read these, I do miss our late night talks about stupid guys!
And last, but not least,
Sam. I know, I know, Don't talk to you. Well, here I am doing it. Sam, while I was looking back on these blogs, I read about a certain night. That night, you pulled me aside, and you said that you were there for me, whenever I needed it. I do miss our friendship. I hope that one day, you can forgive me. For everything.

Anyways, Love you all!

Jordy

Well, Well, Well!!

Look who's finally posting again! :-P So my phone has been acting really really stupid. All of the sudden, I won't be able to hear a thing, but I can be heard. And earlier today, it just stopped texting. So, I went to T-Mobile, and they said that it must be the phone. I'm still under warranty, so I'm getting a new one. Anyways, that's not the point. While I was down in AF, I decided to apply at some more places. I walked into Shade, and they said they weren't hiring. So, I went down the parking lot to Paradise Bakery and Cafe. Well, guess what? I got an application and an interview right then! I'm going in for another interview tomorrow at 3, but the manager really likes me. So wish me good luck! :-) I really need this job! Anyways, that's what's new. Alexis and I are just as good as ever. :) Yay! Well, that's me!

Jay

It's Been A While...

Well, it's been quite a while since I last blogged. Sorry guys. I've had a very interesting week. To start off, my wonderful grandmother, Janice, passed away on Saturday. She died of cancer. I'm not sure what kind, and I'm not sure I want to know. I got the call last Wednesday, I think, that told me she was in the hospital. She was bleeding in her head and her leg wouldn't allow her to walk. Because of the blood in her brain, she was very in and out. One second she'd be fine, the next she wouldn't be making sense. But, they did say that we were lucky to even be able to talk to her. We went to visit her on Thursday, I believe, the days are kind of fusing together. :-P I was able to tell her that I quit smoking and she said "I knew it wouldn't last." That made me smile. After that the doctor said that she had a couple days to a couple weeks. We got her out of ICU and into a care facility in Murray. We were hoping she would last until later this week so that we could take her to my aunt and uncle's new house, but she didn't. She died early afternoon of Saturday while I was at work. The funeral is on Wednesday. I'm playing her favorite piano song. :-) She always said she wanted that song, Waterfall by Jon Schmidt, played at her funeral. So, I am. It's been hard. It's difficult to believe I won't see her at family parties, or holidays. She was the nicest lady. The most loving person I've ever met. I'm helping carry the casket.

Also, apparently, I'm not a good worker. You know, I'll admit, I could be better. And I've been trying. I really have. I've been getting better. But my manager doesn't see that. He's blinded by the smoke and the earring. Utah sucks. So Saturday was his last straw. When I found out my grandmother was gone, I was crying on and off all afternoon. It got to the point where I sat in the bathroom for a few minutes to gather myself. Well, he didn't give a flying fuck about my grandma. He pulled me aside and asked me what was wrong. I told him. He said, "I'm sorry about your grandma. This is probably bad timing, but I'm gonna have to let you go. Bring your clothes back and get your last paycheck next week." And he walked off. So, today, I went to return some of my clothes, and guess what he says. "How did you find out about your grandma? Our phones were turned off." I told him my dad called me on my cell. "Well, you shouldn't have been on your phone." I was in shock. this guy had no emotions. I just lost my grandma and he's lecturing me about my phone? He didn't even care. I blew up. I didn't care anymore. "Why does it even matter?" I said, "You already fired me! My grandma just died. Do you not have any feelings at all?" He replied with, "I'll need your last shirt before I can give you your last check." What a total heartless asshole. I was so shocked by how he reacted.

On top of everything, my girlfriend's missionary is coming home in august. I don't know what's going to happen. I can't lose her, but how can I compete with that? i just don't know what to do.

Anyways, sorry to bother you with all my problems. My next blog will be happier. I promise. :->

YYYYYYAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?!? I HAVE A CAR!!!! A FREAKING AWESOME ONE AT THAT!!!! It's an Isuzu Trooper. Similar to a Jeep Grand Cherokee, or a Chevrolet Blazer! IT'S HUGE!! I feel so powerful in that thing!!! And it's perfect for camping! :-P It has high and low four wheel drive and the tires are gigantic! Only problem with it, is the tires, the spark plugs and a rear light plate need to be replaced before it can pass emmisions... That is going to be insanely expensive, considering my tires are going to be at least $100 each... Oh well. That's what I get for a $1500 car. :-P I still love it though. And it's a good thing that it's a fixer upper. I've done spark plugs before, so I can do that myself. Oh! And the exhaust is very slightly leaking, so I just need to find the hole and JB weld it up!! :-P I love it so much though. It's so much fun to drive I feel like I can eat all the other cars alive! I love it so much! :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-)
I'll post a picture of it on here as soon as I can!!!!

GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?

So, I might be getting a car today!!! :-P I can't wait. I'm at work right now, but after work, I'm going over to a dealer and my dad is going to help me. He's going to pay the down payment and then I'll just pay him back once the car is payed off. It's pretty cool. This dealership does 90 days same as cash for their used cars, so you give them the down, and then the rest you just have to give them within 90 days. This way you don't have any car payments after that! :-> It'll be great!!!
So, for those of you who care, and those who don't, here's my plan for my future!

-Go to MATC for Auto Mechanics
-Finish school in about a year
-Pay off Deena within the next 6 months
-Once I finish school in about a year and a half, after Alexis is done with one year of college... we're off to Florida!!!! :-P Can't Wait!!!

:-P
Jorden

Life Sucks Sometimes.... GET OVER IT!!!!

You know, I've got plenty of reason to be angry. A whole lot. From a car crash, to my parents about to kick me out, I have a lot of reason to be angry. From debt to court. Blah Blah Blah! So many things have happened in the last couple weeks that I've finally said FUCK IT! I don't even care anymore. I've gotten to the point where if something bad happens, my attitude just says "Whatever." I feel like I've grown Immune to problems. Anything fired at me, I don't budge, cause I don't feel. But I do want to say one thing. Sam, if I were in Deena's position, (that is having two people owe her over 1000 dollars each) I'd do the same thing. I really don't blame her at all. I doubt you'll even read this because for some reason you've decided to never ever talk to me again. I've got more reason to hate you, Sam, and still, I text, I call you, but you never ever answer. "Whatever." I just don't care anymore.

I know this is not good. I know becoming immune can only lead to bad places, but i just don't care anymore. Not. One. Bit.

My dad found my hookah. Told me that that was the last straw. If he finds anything else, I'm out. I crashed his car coming down the canyon. Almost flipped over. I didn't flip out as much as I should have. Ask Rob.

I've lost all feelings.

And I don't care.

The only thing good, :-), is my Alexis. On the 23rd, it will be our 5 month mark. Can't wait for 6. :-> She's the only thing keeping me in Utah. Even then, if we're still together, she wants me to move to Florida with her in a year and a half. And that, I really can't wait for. Get out of Utah. Have a fresh start. Do everything that I meant to do. Get a real job. Be who I want to be, without being criticized and hurt for it. I'm sick of this place, and as soon as I pay deena off, I'm out of my parents house for good. I'll fuckin sleep on the streets if I have to. I'm Done.