Why? Why, when I finally start getting more hours at work, start feeling like I may actually be able to pay my bills, my stupid FUCKING CAR DIES! It's like fate has it in for me. I was going to go out to the bank, find out if I can get a loan and look for cars today. How am I supposed to do that when I don't even have a car to go do this with? I hate how life just keeps getting in my face, laughing. I wish that maybe just one thing would go right. Just one! Make me feel better. Ugh. Now my mom is really mad at me for moving out. I told her that it just wouldn't work with my lifestyle and she pulls the "Start doing the RIGHT things and it wouldn't matter" bowl shit and I was so tempted to just yell at her. I am sick of the judgment of stupid UTAHNS!!!!! Why can't I just live life the way I want to. Be who I want to be. BE ME, without people getting at me for it! It is absolutely fucking ridiculous! I hate being stranded in my apartment with no way of doing anything.
Anyways, sorry for the ridiculously emo blog.
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