I Caught Fire (In Your Eyes)

This was so much fun! Some of them are very true, others are just hilarious or terrible!

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button (ONLY ONCE!!!) to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS - even if it is incredibly embarrassing.
4. Tag 15 friends who might enjoy doing the same as well as the person you got the note from.
5. Ready? GO GO GO!!

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY...

She's Gotta Be – Keith Urban (haha oh yeah!)


2) WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Supernatural – Flyleaf (haha too true)

3) WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GIRL/GUY?
Miss America – Styx (oh man, do I need to say anything?)

4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Another Race – Eiffel 65 (from outer space!)

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
Buried Myself Alive – The Used (….)


6) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Vampires Will Never Hurt You – My Chemical Romance (haha, me likey)

7) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
The First Time We Ever Met – A Change Of Pace (saweeeeet!)

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Good Morning Baltimore – Nikki Blonsky (haha my life is a musical... HAIRSPRAY!)

9) WHAT IS 2+2?
Gone Away – The Offspring (haha, my intelligence just went away...)

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FREIND?
The Funeral of Hearts – H.I.M. (that's terrible!)

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Another Hole In The Head – Nickelback (oh man, could it be more true!)

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Big, Blonde and Beautiful – Hairspray (wow, couldn't be more wrong! haha)

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Home Is Where The Heart Is – A Change Of Pace (I like it)

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Martian Girl – The Aquabats (hahahahaha that's awesome!)

15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Destination Tokyo – Seve Vs Evan (haha oh wow that rocks)

16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Can't Repeat – The Offspring (I sure hope I don't repeat my wedding!)

17) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

2^nd Movement of the Odyssey – Incubus (it's from halo! Yes, that's right, the video game!)

18) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Second to None – Styles of Beyond (Feat. Mike Shenoda) (haha that's awesome, yet terribly mean!)

19) WHATS THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Echoplex – Nine Inch Nails (haha, i'll give you that)

20) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
The Kids Aren't Alright – Americana (I better go make them feel alright then huh? haha)

23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Suite Madame Blue – Styx (haha, not exactly a funny song)

24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
I'm Alive – Disturbed (not exactly a sad song, haha)

25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Kountry Gentleman – Family Force 5 (I don't know what that means, but I'll take it.)

26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Flat On The Floor – Nickelback (haha, I like it)

27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Take Care – A Change Of Pace (sweet, that means people do!)

28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
I Found Myself Today – A Change Of Pace (looks like I wouldn't change a thing!)

29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
My Happy Ending – Avril Lavigne (oh if it wasn't so true)

30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
I Caught Fire (In Your Eyes) – The Used (good song)

The Latest in Depression

Why does this keep on happening. As soon as I start to be able to live, I lose it all. If this is god's way of telling me to come back to him, it's not going to work. Ever! My life is pretty much miserable. I'm back to square one, and this time I don't know how to get out. No job. In order to get a job, I need a phone for them to contact me at. In order for me to have a job I need a car to get there with. No girlfriend. In order for me to get a girlfriend, I need a phone to talk to her with. In order for me to get a girlfriend, I need a car to see her with. And in order for me to have a girlfriend I need a job to take her on dates. Bascally, I'm at a stand still, and I have no idea how to get out. Soon, I'll be the last one without a job. Therefore, yet again, the only one without rent. I owe Deena about a thousand dollars (I'm not exaggerating by the way, I owe her at least 950 dollars), and I have no idea how I'm supposed to pay her back. How am I supposed to satisfy everyone around me when I can't even satisfy myself?

I feel like all I can do now, is just leave. Get myself away from anyone I care about, so that I don't hurt them anymore. Go live in a box in california. Or on a rug in mexico. No rent, right? I can't handle this anymore.

Infected Mushroom... two words that create the techno band of amazingness!

Well, I know you all have been waiting for this. Now, I know you guys don't really want to hear about drugs and such so I'll make that part quick. My first play was to do some Extacy while I was there. That plan fell through because I couldn't find anyone that had any. So, Rob told me about this cold medicine, called Delsym, that really fucks you up. He also said that you can buy it from Wal-Mart. I jumped on the idea, and went and bought a 9 dollar bottle of said drug. From what Rob said, Delsym had DXM in it. This drug is similar to both Extacy and Acid. You get kinda horny, things are magnatized, like Extacy. But, also, it makes you feel like you're watching yourself in a third person view, and you halucinate a bit. This should be fun, I thought. So, in the car, before we got there, we smoked up some weed, and then when we got there, I drank the whole bottle. That's what they told me to do, so don't think I like overdosed or something. That's just how you take it. It didn't taste too bad. I was like the syrup for some grape soda or something. It took about a half an hour to completely hit. Before we went in, Rob looked at me and hissed, mouth wide open, his fake fangs shooting out like he was about to suck my blood. Although, I'm sure, you know what that looks like, it looked a lot creepier to me. It looked as though his mouth was opening wider than humaly possible, and his whole body was lunging to eat me!

So, we walked in. I got in first, and before Rob and Amber did, they had to go back to the car. Now, you can't leave, there is no re-entry, so that left me alone. That was insane. I'm standing there, for what felt like an eternity, getting scared out of my wits! At one point, two girls walked past with neon ribbons hanging from their skirts. I thought that they were crazy looking neon snakes about to jump out and eat someone! When they finally got back, they realized they needed something else from the car, so that left me waiting yet again. I sat down against the wall and waited. When they finally got back, I jumped to my feet, and followed them.

We walked around for a bit, getting familiar with the new atmosphere of a rave. It was very different. Concerts are dangerous. Very dangerous. People drinking, fighting, not caring about anyone around them. Raves, on the other hand, are very safe. Everyone loves everyone. PLUR! Plur is something that ravers believe in. It's an acronym for Peace, Love, Unity and Respect. Everyone is very chill. You can walk up to some random person, ask them their name, and chill with them for an hour or two, and it's like you've known each other for years!

So, Rob and Amber got in a fight. Who knew, right? They are doing so much better now. They got engagement rings! :-) Anyways, I decided i wasn't going to let them ruin my night, so I ditched them. I walked around, looking for people to meet. Amber had introduce Rob and I to a couple of her friends, so I looked for them. I also knew that Morgan and her friends, along with Banta and a few of his friends would be there, so I looked for them too. I found Amber's friends, still can't remember their names. Oh, by the way, when we met them, they saw the contacts that I was wearing and they thought that I was rolling so hard I was going to die. It looked like my eyes were so dialated, I should've been dead... Haha! I was also wearing some really comfortable pants with the shirt that I created. It was a white shirt that I had splattered with neon paint and put a glow in the dark Mushroom on the front. The back had I M, standing for Infected Mushroom, with a mushroom inbetween it.

I chilled with them for a bit, and as soon as they walked away, a girl walked up to me and introduced herself. Her name was Anisa, she was very short, 16 years old, ahd shoulder-length brown hair, and was in a very hot Rave outfit. I introduced myself, told her that I was alone at the moment and that it was my first rave. "We're gonna make it a good one!" She said. She had been to 4 raves, this was her fifth. I followed her to another spot in the Salt Air and she introduced me to her friends. "... And this is my Mom..." What? Huh? Are you serious? It took me off guard. I couldn't believe her mom was there with her. Better yet, she was rolling on Extacy! What the hell? That was very strange. She was an awesome person though. Fun to hang with. So I chilled with them for most of the night. We went upstairs and I gave her a massage. Then we went outside, and layed down on the wet muddy grass. Made-out a few times and just enjoyed the night. When Infected mushroom came on, we went inside. Anisa was all over every guy there, but it didn't bother me at all. I barely knew her!

At one point in time, this girl comes up to me. She's wearing kinda big, nerdy neon glasses, and has two crazy awesome lights in her hands! She gave me a great light show, so in return, I made-out with her a few times... Haha. I know, I'm a manwhore.... Still don't remember her name.... Started with an S... Stella I think... haha!

I bumped into Rob and Amber throughout the night, never together though... Rob got tired, so he went out to the car and waited for us about an hour before it was over. The rest of the night, I chilled with Amber. We enjoyed the last hour of the concert. Infected Mushroom were fantastic live. They really involved the audience. Oh, by the way, they didn't come on till about 1 in the morning. They do that on purpose, because, although drugs are illegal, the know that everyone is on something, so they give time for the drugs to really kick in, and then they come on. At about 4 O'clock they were done, so Amber and I ran out to the car to beat the traffic. Rob drove home, since I was still fucked up... haha. Rob was a fantastic driver, he didn't do anything wrong. We stopped at a gas station, got some water, and then came home. They dropped me off, and Rob and Amber went to Amber's house.

Anyways, it was the best concert I have ever been to. Everyone was so chill and just plain awesome! Well, I hope I didn't annoy you with my drug taking. If you read through the entire thing, thanx for reading.. Haha! Cya!

Jorden

P.S. Isn't it about time I write blog? LOL