:'-(

For starters, yes, I am crying right now. For multiple reasons, that is. First of all, pain. Like, physical pain. Yesterday, I was replacing Alexis' brakes on her car, and I pulled too hard with an arched back. And I am currently having difficulties raising my head without a sharp pain on my spine. I can't even hold my head normally. It is facing the keyboard right now... It hurts like hell and I have no IDEA how I am going to work today.

Secondly, Rob. He's in jail for six months, and he really was my best friend. Now, I feel like I've abandoned all my other friends that I know I have. I've been such a loner and I am sorry if I ever offended anyone. I love you all. Please forgive me.

Alexis is doing a lot better. I'm so proud of her. She hasn't really hurt herself in a while. I love her so much and I realized how much she loves me last night. She took such great care of me. But, it looks like I may have to go to a chiropractor for this one.

Anyways, I've got to stop typing. My neck can't stand this anymore.