D.I. (The Mormons)

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I just got on youtube today and saw our old video filmed in the apartment on crappy camera phones. It's so much fun to watch this again!!! :-P here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTVy2PLkB8I Check it out!!!

Point of View : It Matters!

You know, I could look at all the bad is happening in my life right now and get really depressed. Or, I could look at what is good in my life right now, and be happy with what I have. The bad side's list definitely out-weighs the good. But the few things that are on my good list out-weigh all the bad. So it all depends on how I decided to look at it.
First, the bad list.

Number One: My Car, or so it was.
So, I was driving with my brother-in-law, when it happened. We had a 100 lbs jack and a loose window in the back. We were coming home from picking up some tools to fix my dad's brakes. The jack had a 2 - 3 inch pole on the end that was sticking out right between our heads. We were coming through the light at Kholer's in Highland. I was going towards the canyon when the stupid little 16 year old thought she had enough time to take her left turn. Well, to be blunt, she didn't. I tried to swerve, but I turned the wrong way. I T-Boned her passengers side. No seat belt cause I'm an idiot. Now I'm going to the chiropractor twice a week to get rid of some whiplash. My entire body ached for the rest of the week. I did terrible at work, and my manager didn't care that I was hurting. And on top of it all, yes, my car is totaled. What a Bitch!!!!

Number Two: My License, or so it was.
Me, being an IDIOT, was driving on a suspended license when this beloved accident happened. What's really a bitch is, the day that my accident happened, was the last day on my suspension. How's that for karma? Such a bitch. So, I have no idea what will happen. I may not have a license for quite a while. Couldn't get any worse, right? Haha!!!

Number Three: My Money, or so I thought.
So, my parents are claiming the money I'm going to get from MY INSURANCE!!! My mom says it's because if I owed the bank, instead of them, it would be the banks money. Yes, it would, until they are payed off and the rest would be mine. They don't understand this. So when we do get that money, and I find out what is happening with my license, they are not using any of it. And if they do, there will be hell to pay.

Number Four: My Freedom, or so it was.
Well, with no license, no car, and no money... Well, you get the point.

My Good List.

Number One: ALEXIS ALEXIS ALEXIS!!!!
I don't know where I'd be without her. Honestly, I probably wouldn't be in this state. I'd be off selling drugs, ruining my life, if it wasn't for her. She's been picking me up from work. She is my girl, and always will be. :-) I love her!!!

Number Two: My Family
Even though my parents are being stupid about my money, they are helping me get to work and do what I need to. So they are good for something!!! :-P JK!

So maybe the lists are different in number, my good definitely out-weighs the bad, so why worry? I have a great life, even if it is shit right now. I have my family, my friends, and my lover. I don't think I need anything else. :-) Love you guys!!!

Point of

Well, He's Dead... And It's All My Fault

Magma died today... I know what you're thinking. "He was just a fish, Jorden." Well, yes, he was just a fish. But he was also my last connection to the apartment. I've had him since my Wal-Mart job. The last couple months of the lease. And now that he's gone, and I never see you guys, it just feels like it's all over. I know it's not. I'm sure I'll see you guys again, it just made me sad... :-P And it was all my fault. I pretty much neglected the poor thing. :-( Oh well. He's definitely okay now. :-(

My Neck

Well, if anyone read my last blog, you would know that I hurt my neck. Well, I went to the chiropractor today, and guess what he said I did? I pulled three ribs! Three!!! He moved them all back, it hurt like hell and it still does. I'm going back on wednesday to make sure everything is alright. Anyways, I should be fine but I just thought I would update you. :-P

:'-(

For starters, yes, I am crying right now. For multiple reasons, that is. First of all, pain. Like, physical pain. Yesterday, I was replacing Alexis' brakes on her car, and I pulled too hard with an arched back. And I am currently having difficulties raising my head without a sharp pain on my spine. I can't even hold my head normally. It is facing the keyboard right now... It hurts like hell and I have no IDEA how I am going to work today.

Secondly, Rob. He's in jail for six months, and he really was my best friend. Now, I feel like I've abandoned all my other friends that I know I have. I've been such a loner and I am sorry if I ever offended anyone. I love you all. Please forgive me.

Alexis is doing a lot better. I'm so proud of her. She hasn't really hurt herself in a while. I love her so much and I realized how much she loves me last night. She took such great care of me. But, it looks like I may have to go to a chiropractor for this one.

Anyways, I've got to stop typing. My neck can't stand this anymore.

Hey Friends!

Hey guys. I'm bored, so I decided to blog. First of all, my poor girlfriend's gums are swelling. She's got gingivitis. Don't worry, it's not lethal, but it still hurts. If it gets too bad she can lose all her teeth. But, she's taking care of it. It should be okay. I feel bad for her though. That can't feel too good.
Anyways, I miss having friends to hang out with. When Alexis is at work, I sit at home, completely bored!! :-P So, somebody! Sometime! Let's Hang!!! :-> Miss you guys!